Tuesday, June 10th, 2003
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12:20 pm
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Friday, June 6th, 2003
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1:46 am
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tangina... being at the bottom is somewhat comforting since you know that the only dirction u cud go to is up. but my life.. tangna.. it wont stop going down. forgive me if sabog un entry ko since im kinda drunk and im just typing away.. without actually lookingt at the screen. neway.. tangna.. this morning.. i jst learnd frm my mom that the school needs some stuff that i couldnt submit.. since theres nothing to submit.. instead of helping me.. as usual. naggive in nanaman. anyway.. good thing is.. teacher grace helped me.. so un.. tas as usual.. d padin naayos un thing. ang hirap sobra... cant really make up my mind on what i shud really do. un nga. mahirap i guess since.. basta! mahirap.. tangina. tas un.. tonight.. ang weird sobra.. i cant believe na someone close to u. someone na ur willing to give everything. help him with everything. basta lahat. can ignore u and treat u like shit. gnun lng. tangna ungrateful people. hope they all die. d ko maimagine na may isang tao na gnyan kakupal. fuck pero weird thing is.. im still happy. ewan ko. saya eh.. in the end lam ko may matinong tao paren.. ahahaha happy rin to know na someone like her really exists.. haha naantok na ako... soooooobraang sleepy.. and damn.. i got school tomorrow... haha ojiii!! alamo naaa!! shit.. good thing naglj ako.. ahahha it made me feel better.. hahahah hahaha if u guys could only see me haha ganito o.. =)+) hahhahhahah neway goodnight goodnight.. shit.. cant wait.. few more hours.. haha am i crazy or what? hahahahaha
current mood: indescribable
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Tuesday, June 3rd, 2003
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4:25 pm - blah blah blah..
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Tried to toss aside feelings that were often hurt. all feelings of hope is swallowed down by time, completely forgotten as ashes of memory of you. Unfaked feelings brought to you, held tight by heaven in sleep deep, my hellish night chock full of freedom's rewards. Music that sparks my spirit of life is like creation caught between ideals and reals; in the end I go nuts, sometimes rampage.
current mood:  depressed
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Saturday, May 31st, 2003
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5:12 pm - hmm...
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1:35 am
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Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
mann... it only makes life much more depressing.. damn.. my dog scratched my door to death.. poor door.. dont really have anything useful to write so if i were u, dont bother reading this entry. a.i. is such a stupid movie. wish i had a walking teddy that talks tho.. a talking dog would also be great. damn.. life really sucks.. saan things wud change.. ahhhhh! need to stop ranting..
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Friday, May 30th, 2003
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7:13 pm - thank god for days like these...
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its not bad... its not a bad day after all.. days like these make me forget how sucky this world is. ah crap.. i hafta go.. my bitch of a sister is being an ass again.. tanga she can be a real pain in the ass...
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Thursday, May 29th, 2003
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10:26 pm
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to the one who is reading this journal.. all i can say is.. fuck you! fuck the one who got what he didnt really deserved. fuck me for not being there at that very moment where i could have had the chance. fuck this life. fuck my family. fuck it all.
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Monday, May 5th, 2003
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11:20 pm - all my emotions are stored inside a cigarette box!
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crap.. ang hirap na sobra.. i dont know what to do anymore. i kinda know what i want na pero ang hirapp kase ewan ko.. d ko rin sure kng tama gnagawa ko e. la pa ako matanungan..buong week puro na ako winston! hahaha nauubos un loob.. tas dun pumupunta problems ko.. ahhh hope this ends soon. im gonna go nuts! i could do it pero scared ako. and ayaw ko rin makahurt ng tao.. ahh fuck! why does it always happen to me. ahhhh oji.. un other half pa! another problem ahhaha! life really sucks eh?
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Saturday, May 3rd, 2003
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1:40 pm
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Thursday, May 1st, 2003
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3:42 am
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haha! now ko lng napansin! parati may winston shit hahahaha! life really sucks! oji! 2 years! and still.. wala paren! whatta life..
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3:38 am
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shit.. i cant sleep! nd im feelng weird too.. parang im depressed and hyper at the same time.. tas sabay may isang tao tinulugan ako.. hahaha dbale.. at least winston is here to keep me company.. hmm.. life sucks.. im so confused.. being too happy without realizng how much blah blah blah blah sucks! ahhhhh!! wish things wud be ok soon.. hirap sobra eh!
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Monday, April 28th, 2003
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3:48 pm - zZzZzzz
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tngna.. ts been a long time since I last updatd my journal.. haha im back! ang weird ulit ng feeling parang im not used to writing s if m talking to myself hahaha parang siraulo.. ang boring sobra.. dunno if dapat ba mahappy kc ok na kmi or matakot ksi blik nanman s dati.. larr! may lj ka dba? lamo d k na matngal sa utak ko un kkagabi... ang laking prob non noh? shit tlga.. hayy oh well at least i have winston here to keep me company! ahhh!! nakkabobo
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Tuesday, June 25th, 2002
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8:19 pm - hahahahahaha
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hellllooooooooo diaryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy journalllllllll whateverrrrrrr hahahahha! look at me? ahahaha remember ko last journal ko... ang sad.. hahah look at me now! look at me now!!! hahahahahahah hoyyyy kateeeeeee what happened to you? ahahahhaha wake upppppp wake upppppppppppp puros maro na too!! anyway.. as u cn see.. im happy.. hahaha duhhhhh? d halata? ahahahahha wala lnggggggggg happy lng.... life is.. hmm good to me? ahhaha shit shit shit shit.. this is the life! ahahahha hmmmmmm ill make u kwento nxt tym... la lng.. byebyebyebye!! i hafta goooooooo
current mood:  happy
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Sunday, March 3rd, 2002
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4:35 am - ho hum... kate lamo na to eh!
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hmm.. nothin much.. the otherday.. wala lng.. kinantahan lng naman nya ako.. de de.. wrong.. hinaranahan nya ako! haha bitin sya but.. shit! it was sooooooo... ok! ganyan lng.. no other way to say it. well meron.. pero it would take me forever to come up with words to describe it. tas after nun.. i had this weird feeling.. tapos at first i didnt know why.. tas un. narealize ko na reason nun is ung kanta thing... stig nun feeling.. i thot i didnt have a brain.. ahhaha! ang light headed na ewannnn. oh oh! airhead! haha tas after NAGTXT SYA NOH!!! she told me to call her daw. hahaha tas parang nagprprance ako na naeewan papnta to the fone... then!! heres the kakahiya part. when she picked up the phone... sa sobrang happy.. i couldnt breathe! hahahahaha tapos i was like.. oh oh wait.. gimme a sec.. i need to breathe! hahaha! tapos i was saying things na walang konek? as in.. sabi ko pa.. uh.. nagtoothbrush ka na ba? wahahhaha! walang konek! tapos.. when she's talking.. parang instead of the info going to mi brain.. ppnta sa heart noh! tapos lalabas to the other ear... so parang.. i didnt really understand a thing she said.. pero i was like... hayyyyyyyyyyyyy the whole time hahaha. hmmm... ah tas.. i had to put down the fone coz.. brbrush dw sya..tas nun.. after i called her again tapos nyt nyt na... oh my god.. ang weird.. baket ambiles? parang ok nlng kaagad? weirdddd arghhh pero ok paren ahha
current mood: Super Happy
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Sunday, February 24th, 2002
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6:18 am - omg
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2:45 am - I dunno days encounting.
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grrr... ang tagal!! i cant wait. how many days left.. hmm..? dunno!?!? may pa!! such a long time.. damn! im gonna ask my dad if i cud come back earlier! haha mga.. april? or march? ahha para at least i could spend summer there naman for a change. hmm.. kuwnari.. may 7 nalang! so thats..... 72 days pa? oh no... pano na yan? it sucks pa kase theres nothing to do here.. 72 days of boredom.. so far.. i spent 2 days.. sleeping hahahaha! mga like.. exagg na sleep ah.. like.. 15-20 hours? wahahha... arghhh haha rant rant rant.. tapos weird pa coz shes acting like she doesnt care anymore? like.. today.. nagchat sya only coz she was checking her email. tas d pa kami nakatalk much. tas she left lang after? tas ayaw ipickup un fone? dunno y? then yaw magtxt coz expensive daw? but last week i asked her the same thing then she told me na coz.. bill daw nya was high.. then cutoff nya 21 so ok na? eh itsssss 24 na eh!!!!!!! arghhh! dbale.. im gonna get my globe soon.. if she still doesnt rep.. sad na ko =( aww helpp!! master what do i do? haha blankie ren! howwwwww?!?! i really have no idea if she still likes me.. pero the way shes actin now, its like.. she doesnt na.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh arghh dunno im so confused
current mood:  confused
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Wednesday, February 20th, 2002
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3:36 am - whoooooopeeeeeeee
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my dad allowed me to go back!!! yeyyyyy!!! pero shit.. xs doesnt wanna accept me.. tas ateneo d ren pwede.. still! HAHAHA YEY! haha la lng
current mood: excited
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Saturday, February 2nd, 2002
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6:26 am - i didnt know loving someone could hurt this much
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dunno.. im lonely.. depressed.. sad... weak... blank... dont know how else to describe it.. basta! this feeling sucks! what the hell is wrong with me!
current mood: help me
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Wednesday, January 30th, 2002
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11:07 pm - zZzZzz
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im so sleepy... but for some reason. im here. livejournal.com. hayyy mikaaa!! what did u do to me. haha reklamo reklamo. tsk tsk. anywayy... im going wall climbing nxt week. tas hockey next month. suppperr full na sched ko! haha tas parang i dont want to go back there. ewan ko weird. haha bwisit! ang weird weird
current mood: lonely
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Saturday, January 26th, 2002
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7:07 am
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Guess what? hahaha IT SNOWED!! ahahhaah shux im so happy.. i think its the first time it snowed this hard this season. it is sooo freakin white. reminded me of the tho.. =(. im sooo confused. I dont know if i still wanna be with her. im scared of getting dumped again. ahh! one more thing.. writing in this thing feels weird. haha thats it. expect a new entry in a couple of years.
current mood:  weird
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